Well, I haven't updated here for a long time, and I don't really plan on doing so. It seems as if I have finally changed and let go (or I finally gave up; whatever sounds better), which is something that rarely happens because I uphold tradition and I hate change. Now that I open up to people more often, and have a wordpress, I feel this xanga is not so necessary...except for the long ago memories.
Cheers!

Ok so I did get a reality check...I am still obnoxiously busy. Forget that (somewhat) social life I was planning...I guess it will have to wait till 2009! So yea...This week I've slept at around three every night. which is obviously not so good. I'm only able to survive because I take naps. I think it would be better to sleep earlier at night and not take naps at all though, so I hope i can fix that sleep schedule problem. Otherwise its the same old, same old. Lots of homework, music, boyscouts, etcetcetc. Good thing the hk drama Moonlight Resonance is ending next week..I wasted soo much time watching that! at least it was Definitely worth my time. It is so intense omg I wish more people understood cantonese so I could show it to them and we could discuss it. But sadly, this is not so.

I also have spent loads of time on AIM...like sometimes ive been on for 3 hours ugh. It does get me distracted a lot I do admit. I could have done a lot more work on some days...But...as long as I do my work, it isn't really that bad. Its not like theres someone talking to me all the time. and sometimes its like BONDING TIME. i love bonding! Like what does atoms do, except more fun. Um k moving on.

I guess updating this is also considered a distraction..but its not bad. How will i remember what im thinking?! I don't write diaries... I really should write here more. Its fun! And no one reads apparently. I STILL LOVE COMMENTS GUYS. (aka i havent grown up from 7th grade)
which reminds me. On saturday, my dad and I went to eat out. And the waittress asked if we wanted a kids menu.
Honestly, a kids menu?
are you fucking stupid? Do you need glasses? I might look 14-15, but CERTAINLY not 12 or under.
...and people dont understand why i get touchy about my height. Bastards.

Wow...I haven't updated for two whole months. How could I have forgotten my implied obligation to create a post every month? Laziness would account for most of it. But the other reason would be that this summer..I had TOO MUCH FUN to post! I remember worrying that cmu would be scary and i wouldn't meet anyone cool. But..surprise, I did. I became really tight with 5 other kids..we were the treehouse gang! It was so much funn. I was very fortunate too because if it hadnt been for like 5 coincedences...we wouldnt have met each other! We had so much good times. Class, blegh fine.  But after that was over...we'd hang out til curfew..doing crazy stuff like playing busdriver, or playing dizzytag, or watching the office in a nice air conditioned room...If this is what college is like, then I am totally ready to go now. hahahaa. I hope we will meet again sometime..and I hope that I can find such awesome people in real college.

This made my summer sosososo fun. Even when I got back home, it was more eventful then other summers. I actually got to see people a bunch of times, which was nice. I've also have come to realize that my town isnt the most exciting place ever..I was so used to being the antisocial character that I didnt really mind. But, now its starting to bug me..haha. There is only a few more days till school starts again so the fun level of my life is about to drop...but i hope to do more during the year besides study/waste my life away on the comp. I'm going to be the cool kid! I'm actually kind of excited for the new school year. Wait did i just say that? I apologize. I didnt really mean that. There is going to be a lot of work...but once college apps are done with, senior year is going to be a breeze. People say wait til APs are over for fun...oh please. I've dealt with APs before..and they wont be much of a problem once college stuffs are done with. I just hope I can get in somewhere good...ehhh can't really change much now..except writing an awesome essay. Woo I'm growing up. I dont like that. I think i've noted that before in a post, and I've probably told this to everyone who I talk to on a regular basis. I guess it wouldn't hurt to reinforce that idea one more time. Look at me, I was mature enough not to insert a smiley at the end of every sentence. See I really am growing up.

hooray school is over! Junior was longg...stressfull....tiring.....but its done. Its in the past. We made it through such a crappy year. It feels so weird, it does not feel like school is over. How could such a long year be...over, like that? Huh...well i guess i should not complain. I can assure you this year is one that I would not want to relive...yet..it was fun at times, I wont lie. I did get to know some people better, sadly did drift away from others. Fortunately the drifting was not so drastic. I am sure this summer and next year will give lots of time to reconnect. No time to hang out this year at all, just study, sleep, sit at the computer doing useless crap. haha. I guess I do like my alone time..I can talk to myself. I don't really get why people think that talking to yourself is weird...how else can you clearly hear your thoughts..geez. Freaks.

My birthday was a couple of weeks ago...it hardly phased me. I dont feel seventeen still. I dont look 17, nor act 17. I look just about the same as I did freshman year...it's weird. I can pass off as a middle schooler whenever I want...not really thinking that that is a desirable talent. HA. I didnt get my license yet either..i hate driving so much. Its stressful and boring. And scary. geez. I can't lane change, i cant parallel park. Its quite difficult mind you. Maybe I'll go for the test sometime in August...the only problem is that I only drive like once every 3 weeks...haha. So I'm like..derrr i have no idea what I'm doing. AH well.

This summer and next year I'll have more time to actually interact with people! I'm excited. ...Thats why..im posting my excitement on xanga?...right. I'm going to summer school this summer! 6 weeks..wow its a long time. I really hope I can make friends with people..it usually takes me a while. And I'm a pretty boring kid, no joke. I'm always with new people like..*derrr what should i say now so i dont seem boring*...and then i dont think of anything. hahaha. well, this should be a fun experience, so I am looking foward to it, and a little bit nervous! Well here goes...another chapter in my LIFE STORY. IM SO POETIC HAHAHAHHA. Fine.